Have you ever met someone who was an emotional wreck? I mean the type that you think must live on the roller coaster of life all day everyday? I have been one of those the last couple of days. My sisters started it (thanks, ladies) with a completely unexpected and utterly selfless act. Nathan added to do with a Valentine's card of all things. Today I lost it again as Nathan and I were talking about some of the choices we face. And tonight at church a man sang a song about needing a miracle. Guess what happened next? That's right - I lost it. In the span of about 28 hours, I have cried enough for all of you. God is going to need a vat to hold my tears.
There is good news. I think I might be approaching more stable waters. As stable as they ever get for me, anyway. I haven't shed a tear in almost 2 hours!!! I left Jillian with my parents yesterday afternoon but I'll be back with her tomorrow morning. And I am more than ready. That little one makes my day. So maybe my issues have all been separation anxiety??? That would be a nice thought except for one some problem - I'm always a little unstable!
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